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siandien darbe atejo linksma 40mete moteris, pasisveikino, patampe uz skruosto ir pradejo klausineti kaip mama, kaip mokslas, darbas. as atsakinejau, klausiau jos, kaip ji gyvena. mes atsakomai sypsojomes. tada nuejome i SMC kavine 'kavos'. ten toliau snekuciavomes, juokemes. kai puodeliai palengvejo, pradejau kazka itarineti. ta moteriske atrode kaip ir visos kitos mano mamos pazistamos, ji irgi sake 'o kaip tu isaugai! tikras vyras!', ir viskas buvo iprasta, kaip visada (isskyrus tai, kad nuejome 'kavos'), taciau as niekaip negalejau prisiminti Rasos, jos dukros... as ziurejau i jos artima, taciau nepazistama besisypsanti veida ir po klausimo, kodel meciau informatika, as pagaliau viska supratau. mano veidas sios situacijos akivaizdoje pradejo isdavinet mane savo is vidaus besipleciancia sypsena. kiek laiko dar tesiau pokalbi, taciau kai ji sugalvojo uzsisakyti dar kavos, viska jai pasakiau. is pradziu ji nusijuoke, pagalvojusi, kad saipausi is jos, po to kiek susinepatogino, taciau uz keliu sekundziu ji LABAI garsiai pradejo juoktis, paeme mane uz rankos, nusluoste juoko asaras ir vel pradejo klausineti. mes isgereme kava ir atsisveikine grizome kiekvienas i savo gyvenima.
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as uzsimerkes nusileidziu ant keliu, istiesiu ranka, paimu pirma papuolusia knyga is SMC socioliniu knygu lentynos, atverciu bet koki puslapi, atsimerkiu ir skaitau:
"II The anachists and international police co-operation
During the 1890s anarchist terrorist attacks produces a state of psychosis all over Europe. in 1894 Switzerland, along with several other countries, adopted special legislation to deal with such offences, which was expanded in 1906. The first assassination took place in 1898, when Empress Elizabeth of Austria was stabbed to death in Geneva by an Italian anarchist. The Swiss authorities responded by deporting whole batches of anarchists. The Italians went further, convoking an international conference to combat anarchism in Rome at the end of that year. Here representatives of the main European powers, Switzerland included, agreed on a number of measures, such as the exchange of information ant the procedures to be observed when deporting offenders. These were supplemented later by the secret Convention of St.Petersburg (1904). The liberal Brittish government did not adhere to these agreements, but the Swiss government did so by issuing a unilateral declaration which did not need Parliamentary reaction. This apparently Byzantine distinction allowed the Confederation to safeguard its sovereignty while retaining the power to go back on its obligations at any time. From now on the Federal Procurator-General swapped information with other European police forces, not only about foreign anarchists in Switzerland but also about socialists, nationalists and other potential 'subversives'. This system of international police co-operation allowed a much closer control of refugees in Switzerland than had existed before.
Yet the authorities were still tolerant towards aliens who printed and distributed political literature. They recognized their right to freedom of speech, and so international conferences could be held in Switzerland which were attended by Swiss, French, Italian, German, and Russian socialists. However, this latitude did not extend to anarchists and anti-militarists, who were deported if they propagated their ideas, as were those who demonstrated outside foreign legations or consulates or criticized any government too vehemently."
ironiskai pagalvoju "likimas", perskaites pastebedamas pagalvoju 'stai kur prasidejo interpolas su shengenu'.
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laikrastis. 'sia diena ivyko' skiltis. salia
"1877m. Tomas Edisonas savo laiske Pitsburgo telefonu kompanijos prezidentui irodinejo, kad geriausias pasisveikinimo budas telefonu yra "Hello", kuris veliau transformavosi i "alio". Telefono isradejas Aleksandras Belas siule atsiliepti "ahoy".
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"1941m. Sovietu Sajungoje isleistas isakas Nr.270, pagal kuri visi karo belaisviai buvo skelbiami isdavikais".
perfekcionistinis 'chaoso teorijos' pavyzdis.
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12metis berniukas prisedo prie kompo ir uzleido Nirvana "Rape me". jis ziuri erotinius tinklapius, bandydamas uzstoti monitoriu savo lieknu kunu, ir dideliais kasniais valgo sokoladinius ledus.
nuostabu. tik pagalvojau, kad jo metu nebuciau sau leides daryt toki 'rimta' dalyka, kaip klausytis Nirvanos, ir tokius 'nerimtus' dalykus kaip porno ar dideliu kasniu ledai. galbut todel, kad as pasenau, gal Nirvana ant jau sukniso, kad ja kaip ledus galima valgyt dideliais kasniais, o gal as tiesiog pamirsau kaip ten buvo.
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du zmones atsistoje salia manes snekasi apie Ejectes. apie ju nuostabu koncerta Pergaleje. sako vaziuosia del ju i siu metu Kulturos Tvarta ir gailisi, kad neturi ju irasu. as noriu isiterpti, pasakyt 'as irgi juos zinau ir irasu turiu! ir jie yra gera grupe!', taciau viskas kas iseina tai '..as turiu siek tiek ju mp3, galiu irasyt, jeigu noriT..' darbo gale. kodel? nezinau. gal kaip nors.
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"kaip keista, mes pragyvenome kartu 12 metu, o ji vis dar manes nekencia. uzsispyres dalykas, tie jausmai. true love hates. tai jau tiesa. kur mano peilis? stai dabar, ismeigtas jai i sirdi, jis atrodo daug geriau. jis grazeja ir auga. jos kunas letai nusileidzia zemyn, o peilis pramusa stoga. kai jis pasieks Nju-Jorko dvynius, supjaustysiu juos, uzpilsiu soju pienu, papusryciausiu ir eisiu i darba".