mad

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

Johnny Cash - Hurt

One pill makes you larger
And one pill makes you small
And the ones that mother gives you
Don't do anything at all
Go ask Alice
When she's ten feet tall

And if you go chasing rabbits
And you know you're going to fall
Tell'em a hookah smoking caterpillar
Has given you the call
Call Alice
When she was just small

When men on the chessboard
get up and tell you where to go
And you've just had some kind of mushroom
And your mind is moving low
Go ask Alice
I think she'll know

When logic and proportion
Have fallen softly dead
And the White Knight is talking backwards
And the Red Queen's off with her head
Remember what the doormouse said:
"Feed your Head
Feed your Head!"

Jefferson Airplane

I want to die today,
'cos I hate tomorrow
It wouldn't be O.K.
'cos I hate to follow...
Only masks with smiles
And the eyes with hateness...
Black thoughts of others
And the kings of eachothers
I have nothing to leave
I am monochrome too.
I must do what they do
'cos I've finished believe
That the life is so perfect,
Good, and will be better
I want to die today,
'cos I hate tomorrow.
'cos I finish believe
That I'm so heady
To change something
In my monochrome life...

labai labai senas is senu laiku, dedikuojamas kai kam ;] vos sugebejau rast lyrics'us

I'm trying to walk up the stairs
My hands are snatching at the slivers of light
I'm sticking to the steps
Each one a release from the place below
I'm on a mission
On the hunt for clean, clear vapour skies
'Cos I'm choking on my own, I need some air

The door slams behind me
Begging you to scrape off your disco paint
It's open to the night
And I'm sick as a hospital and empty factories
You look so tiny, so very unimportant
I'm nearly there and everything feels fine

Don't wanna look behind me
Don't wanna look beneath me
Every movement, every vibration
Every movement, every vibration

High above piss city
Watch the pigs-ear people, all dead in their droves
Some shuffle in silence
Some gorge sucking on silicone
I've got the urge to jump
Watch my life whizz by, fast forward flash
But hold on boy, I feel alive

Don't wanna look behind me
Don't wanna look beneath me
Every movement, every vibration
Every movement, every vibration

Therapy?

RHCP
Laikas nunulint banko sąskaitos skaičiukus ;]

To finger paint is not a sin
I put my middle finger in
Your monthly blood is what I win
Im in your house now let me spin

Python power straight from Monty
Celluloid loves got a John Frusciante
Spread your head and spread the blanket
Shes too free and Im the patient

Black and white a red and blue
Things that look good on you
And if I scream dont let me go
A purple stain I know

Knock on wood we all stay good
Cause we all live in Hollywood
With Dracula and Darla Hood
Unspoken words were understood

Up to my ass in alligators
Lets get it on with the alligator haters
Did what you did did what you said
Whats the point yo whats the spread

Black and white a red and blue
Things that look good on you
And if I scream dont let me go
A purple stain I know
And if I call for you to stay
Come hit the funk on your way
Its way out there but I dont care
Cause this is where I go

Knock on wood we all stay good
Cause we all live in Hollywood
With Dracula and Darla Hood
Unspoken words were understood

Its way out there
But I dont care
Cause this is what
I want to wear

Knock on wood we all stay good
Cause we all live in Hollywood

To finger paint is not a sin
I put my middle finger in
Your monthly blood is what I win
Im in your house now let me spin

Feather light but you cant move this
Farley is an angel and I can prove this
Purple is a stain upon my pillow
Lets Sleep weeping willow

Black and white a red and blue
Things that look good on you
And if I scream dont let me go
A purple stain I know
And if I call for you to stay
Come hit the funk on your way
Its way out there but I dont care
Cause this is where I go

Knock on wood we all stay good
Cause we all live in Hollywood
With Dracula and Darla Hood
Unspoken words were understood

Its way out there
But I dont care
Cause this is what
I want to wear

Knock on wood we all stay good
Cause we all live in Hollywood

I can't hold this day
Anymore
Understand me
Anymore

To tread this fantasy, openly
What have I done

Ooh this uncertainty, is taking me over

I can't mould this stage
Anymore
Recognise me
Anymore

To tread this fantasy, openly
What have I done

Ooh this uncertainty, is taking me over
is taking me over

To tread this fantasy, openly
What have I done

Ooh this uncertainty, is taking me over
is taking me over
is taking me over

Un, dous, tres, to...

Noriu pasikeisti vietom su senąja išmintim
Noriu pamatyti mirtį savo užpiltom akim
Noriu krist negyvas vietoj - pamatau tave
Apsivemti sieloj ir sudegti pragare...

Noriu leisti sau atleist už tai, ką blogo padariau
Rėkti visa gerkle kai dainas dainuoju tau
Noriu keiktis ir blaškytis kai prisigeriu nakties
Ateis diena numirt ir niekas man nebepadės

Jei nori verkt - eik ir išsiverk
Jei nori bėgt - beg neatsigręžk
Jei nori skrist - eik ir prisigerk
Jei nori mirt aha - eik ir pasikark

Reikia man susilaikyti nuo beprotiškos minties
Garsiai pasakyti: "Dėjau skersą ant vilties"
Reikia pasikeisti lytį tam kad būtum patrauklesnis
Nusispjaut per petį ir gyvenimas ramesnis

Reikia nusileist ant žemės arba netgi po žeme
Reikia nužudyti senį kuris užpisa tave
Reikia būtinai prišikti ant maistu nukrauto stalo
Po to nebeklausysiu pasakų¸ be galo...

Jei nori verkt - eik ir išsiverk
Jei nori bėgt - beg neatsigręžk
Jei nori skrist - eik ir prisigerk
Jei nori mirt aha - eik ir pasikark

Aš atsikeliu iš ryto ir matau kaip laikas eina
Per daug gerai jaučiuosi kad sukurčiau gražią dainą
Sau pasilieku teisę teismo dieną pasirinkt
Tikrai labai gerai žinau ateis diena numirt
Ir niekas man nebepadės...

Jei nori verkt - eik ir išsiverk
Jei nori bėgt - beg neatsigręžk
Jei nori skrist - eik ir prisigerk
Jei nori mirt aha - eik ir pasikark

Requiem

Maloniai kutenantis ausis gabals
Ko nepasakysi apie patį puslapį

Tim Booth - Discover
So you gave me a home
And you gave me a name
And you told me, behave like the others
Then you sent me to school
Which was all about rules
And I learnt to pretend

And so I faked my way through school
And now I faked my way to you
In every face I look for signs of truth
And when you cry I take your hand
And when you rage I understand
Look in my eyes
I’m not like all the others
It’s time for you to discover
Who I am becoming

I may look like a man
And talk like a man
But I feel like a man undercover
I don’t feel real, I feel like a fake
In a moment I’ll break
And so I’m prisoner to this guise
I’m in for life, but what’s my crime?
I’m searching through my race to find
Some long lost tribe long lost in time

You fear that death will be th end
I fear that we’ll come back again
I killed you once but let’s pretend
This time round we’ll be good friends
So I’ve been abuser and I’ve been abused
I’ve been the Nazi and I’ve been the Jew
I was the user and now I am used
To recover those who wish to discover
Who I am becoming.

Kažkada jau post'inau vieno žmogaus, kuris jau mus paliko, lyric'sus Hurt.
Jau galvojau, kad turiu visas Jo nuostabiasias dainas. Nesuvokiu, kaip galėjau praleisti šitą..
Deja. Neveltui apie Jį buvo sukurta ne vienas filmas.
Čia yra klipas. Jame filmavosi įžymybės kaip Antanas Kiedis, Flea, Johnny Depp, Amy Lee, Bono, Kid Rock, Justin Timberlake, Jay-Z etc.
šiek tiek sarkastiškas klipas sukurtas pagal dainą
ir dar vienas realistiškas..
ir dar anime(berods) Hellsing
Manau, kad ši daina užsiliks mano playlist'e pakankamai ilgai...

Kadangi neturiu jau kuris laikas ką pasakyti, tai tiesiog siūlau ramiai paklausyti:

Damien Rice - Coconut Skins

You can hold her hand
And show her how you cry
Explain to her your weakness
So she understands
And then roll over and die

You can brave decisions
Before you crumble up inside
Spend your time asking everyone else's permission
Then run away and hide

Or you can sit on chimneys
Put some fire up your ass
No need to know what you're doing or waiting for
But if anyone should ask
Tell them I've been licking coconut skins
And we've been hanging out
Tell them God just dropped by to forgive our sins
And relieve us our doubt
La la la la la la la...

Oh you can hold her eggs
But your basket has a hole
You can lie between her legs and go looking for
Tell her you're searching for her soul
You can wait for ages
Watch your compost turn to coal
Time is contagious
Everybody's getting old

So you can sit on chimneys
Put some fire up your ass
No need to know what you're doing or looking for
But if anyone should ask
Tell them I've been cooking coconut skins
And we've been hanging out
Tell them God just dropped by to forgive our sins
And relieve us our doubt
La la la la la la la...

Jurga - Instrukcija
Marilyn Manson - Eat Me, Drink Me
Arctic Monkeys - Favourite Worst Nightmare

Gal šiek tiek ir paveluotai, bet tikrai jėga!

1. Ėjau į koncertą dėl bendro išsilavinimo gyvai pamatyti. O ir šiaip grupė netgi visai gera, ir turi nemažai man gerų gabalų.
2. Prieš koncertą sužinojau, kad apšildys Gravel. Irgi visai nieko. Tad vienu šūviu dvigubas pirmas punktas.
3. Tačiau, dar kartą savo kailiu patyriau, kam reikalinga apšildanti grupė - kad būtų kontrastas trumpo laiko tarpe tarp pirmos ir antrosios. T.y. groja pirmoji grupė, o žiūrovai šiek tiek tūsinasi, bet dauguma stoviniuoja. Išeina antroji grupė - daugiau garso, daugiau energijos, daugiau emocijų. Minia šėlsta. Netgi droviausi, negalintys persilaušti, pradeda linguoti.
4. Sėdimų laisvų vietų, peržvelgus iš akies, buvo apie 60%, o ir stovima vieta nevisai užpildyta. Aišku, kiek mačiau live koncertų įrašų, jie labiau mėgsta groti mažesnei publikai, bet vistiek gaila.
5. Bosistas, išėjęs iki pusės nusirengęs, labai man priminė dizainerį - gėjų iš Ali Gi šou. Per žiniasklaidą buvo pranešta, kad muzikantas gėjus. Ir po krūtine buvo užsirašęs HOMO. Nors mano ir normalios pažiūros, bet tikrai nustebino, pralinksmino šiuo mini išsišokimu.
6. Reziumė - aišku ne RHCP ;] bet koncertas tikrai superinis.